Jason Upton basically sums up my entire heart right now with these words.

Tired of telling You, You have me
When I know You really don't
Tired of telling You I'll follow
When I know I reallly won't
Cause I'd rather stand here speechless
With no great words to say
If my silence is more truthful
And my ears can hear how to walk in your way

In the silence
You are speaking
In the quiet I can feel the fire
And it's burning, burning deeply
Burning all that it is that You desire to be silent,
In me

Oh Jesus can You hear me?
My soul is screaming out
And my broken will cries teach me
What Your Kingdom's all about
Unite my heart to fear You,
To fear Your holy name
And create a life of worship
In the spirit and truth of Your loving ways

Aaron and I, quite possibly, will be singing this Tuesday night at our Bible study. Along with You Won't Relent by Misty Edwards.

You won't relent until You have it all
My heart is Yours

I'll set You as a seal upon my heart
As a seal upon my arm
For there is love that is as strong as death
Jealousy demanding as the grave
Many waters cannot quench this love

Come be the fire inside of me
Come be the flame upon my heart
come be the fire inside of me
Until You and I are one

I want to write music now. these worshipers are so inspiring and cause me to at least stare at my guitar and notebook longingly. hoping maybe someday i could write the words someone uses to express their hearts to their Father. I want to make those chords that ring so deeply inside your chest that they touch areas long forgotten and heal broken parts locked away.